| You Are 28 Years Old |
 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
another great day
heheheh..tau ga??kemaren akyu pergi lagi lho sama nand dan dindaaaa....
we went to a concert, a french band called 'high tone' kalo mau jujur sih, gue ga gitu mudeng sama musiknya, karena kalo mengutip kata salah satu temen gue, musiknya terlalu experimental..tapi selain itu acaranya sangat menyenangkan..dan karena lagu2 yang dibawain semacam lagu ajeb2 gitu, jadilah konser itu berubah menjadi somekind of rave party. me and nand was really hoping that andrei n ovy came with us, since it would be so much more fun!!
trus trus, sebelum acara itu dimulai three of us mencari pengganjal perut, karena disekitar galnas itu ga ada makanan so we crossed the high way to gambir station, which btw, we met a really cute guy, we thought he's on his way backpackiying,hueheuhehhe...dan melihat dia memberi ide ke gue n nand untuk merencanakan our own backpack plan.
kepikiran sih buat ngajak sindro sama runi, but kita ga yakin mereka mau menggembel bersama,hehehe...
cus cus ya, untuk nyampe kegambir itu kita mesti naik jembatan penyebrangan, n the view from up there is
amazing...dan tentunya kita sempet foto2..tapi sayangnya fotonya pake HP nand, so i cnt upload-it now.
but....me have the picture of me n nand ancing, mmauhahahha...sungguh menyenangkan , itu tentu saja if we are allow to called it dance ya,hihihihi....
fotonya bisa dilihat disamping -------------------------------------------------------------->
sebenernya seandainya kami bisa sedikit lebih mabuk, mungkin akan lebih banyak hal2 bodoh yang akan terjadi..sayang sekali suplay untuk itu tidak ada.well ada sih sebenernya, but since nand came with dina, so its impossible for us to drink n drunk..
nanti kapan2 kalau ada acara kaya gini lagi kita dateng rame2 ya teman-temaaaan.....dadah!
we went to a concert, a french band called 'high tone' kalo mau jujur sih, gue ga gitu mudeng sama musiknya, karena kalo mengutip kata salah satu temen gue, musiknya terlalu experimental..tapi selain itu acaranya sangat menyenangkan..dan karena lagu2 yang dibawain semacam lagu ajeb2 gitu, jadilah konser itu berubah menjadi somekind of rave party. me and nand was really hoping that andrei n ovy came with us, since it would be so much more fun!!
trus trus, sebelum acara itu dimulai three of us mencari pengganjal perut, karena disekitar galnas itu ga ada makanan so we crossed the high way to gambir station, which btw, we met a really cute guy, we thought he's on his way backpackiying,hueheuhehhe...dan melihat dia memberi ide ke gue n nand untuk merencanakan our own backpack plan.
kepikiran sih buat ngajak sindro sama runi, but kita ga yakin mereka mau menggembel bersama,hehehe...
cus cus ya, untuk nyampe kegambir itu kita mesti naik jembatan penyebrangan, n the view from up there is
amazing...dan tentunya kita sempet foto2..tapi sayangnya fotonya pake HP nand, so i cnt upload-it now.but....me have the picture of me n nand ancing, mmauhahahha...sungguh menyenangkan , itu tentu saja if we are allow to called it dance ya,hihihihi....
fotonya bisa dilihat disamping -------------------------------------------------------------->
sebenernya seandainya kami bisa sedikit lebih mabuk, mungkin akan lebih banyak hal2 bodoh yang akan terjadi..sayang sekali suplay untuk itu tidak ada.well ada sih sebenernya, but since nand came with dina, so its impossible for us to drink n drunk..
nanti kapan2 kalau ada acara kaya gini lagi kita dateng rame2 ya teman-temaaaan.....dadah!
i found the web in sisie blog, n then i try to find other question yang lebih menarik minat gue...setelah coba2, baru hasil dari questioner ini yang bikin gue puas, ngahah...walo pun jawabannya agak tacky yaaa, secara titanic gitu lhooo, but still, conclusionnya lumayan mirip lah..heheheh...
| Your Love Life is Like Titanic |
 "Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless." You think that you only really have one true love in your life. And that you better to anything and everything to be with that person. You tend to be very nostalgic about past loves that didn't work out. There are many secret feelings that you keep to yourself. Your love style: Deep and emotional Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Bittersweet |
ah hari ini sungguhlah hari yang menyenangkan....kenapa??
1.setelah ga masuk kemaren gara2 maag, semua orang menanyakan kabarku hari inii...betapa kantor yang menyenangkan, ;D
2. Salah seorang temanku berulangtahun...dan dia mendapatkan sekotak besar chiz cake dari pacarnya, otomatis kami semua kebagiaan...its bluberry, n its yummy!!!mmm....
3. My dear best friend is PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahhaha, im gonna be an auntie,hohohohooh..auntie nilam...heheheh.it just too bad that she is living in Surabaya rite now, so the changes for us to go baby shopping together sangat kecil.
tapi mungkin dia akan berkunjung kejakarta, trus kita bisa jalan2 ke mall bareng..n she said, she'll buy baby stroller to put all of her belanjaan dalam kereta bayi itu,heheh, jadi dia bisa belanja banyak tanpa keberatan ;p
dan idenya tentu saja dari kitab suci kami bersama, SHOPAHOLIC!!she read it on shopaholic n baby.i believe u guys can see clearly now why we are best friends,wehe...
ya sudah, segitu duluu. ada rapat redaksi dalam beberapa menit dari sekarang,,
ciao!!!
1.setelah ga masuk kemaren gara2 maag, semua orang menanyakan kabarku hari inii...betapa kantor yang menyenangkan, ;D
2. Salah seorang temanku berulangtahun...dan dia mendapatkan sekotak besar chiz cake dari pacarnya, otomatis kami semua kebagiaan...its bluberry, n its yummy!!!mmm....
3. My dear best friend is PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahhaha, im gonna be an auntie,hohohohooh..auntie nilam...heheheh.it just too bad that she is living in Surabaya rite now, so the changes for us to go baby shopping together sangat kecil.
tapi mungkin dia akan berkunjung kejakarta, trus kita bisa jalan2 ke mall bareng..n she said, she'll buy baby stroller to put all of her belanjaan dalam kereta bayi itu,heheh, jadi dia bisa belanja banyak tanpa keberatan ;p
dan idenya tentu saja dari kitab suci kami bersama, SHOPAHOLIC!!she read it on shopaholic n baby.i believe u guys can see clearly now why we are best friends,wehe...
ya sudah, segitu duluu. ada rapat redaksi dalam beberapa menit dari sekarang,,
ciao!!!
ni seharian ini dikantor, gue browsing2 galeri buku...
gue butuh sebuah tempat untuk membunuh waktu, cozy, ada makanan enak dan murah, dan akan lebih bagus lagi kalo buku2nya bisa dipinjem, since gue sepertinya akan memulai kembali masa lajang gue, n belum tau untuk berapa lama, karena kali ini gue belum menyiapkan pemeran penggantinya...jadi gue akan butuh banyak buku untuk menemani gue,heheheh...
so, untuk hari ini, gue udah bikin janji sama parttimefriendparttimelover gue untuk ketemuan dizoe,hohoho...sepertinya akan menyenangkan...catch up some stories maybe, i wonder how's his love life recently...
tadi gue membuka blog orang, entah siapa, dia punya geng, ber-4 (hahah,sounds familiar) dan mereka menamai diri mereka as 'kudabers' trus ditulisan itu si penulis nyeritain waktu jalan2 mereka keliling margonda seharian...nyobain semua jajanan yang disediain di depok kota tercinta ituu. mulai dari sarapan bubur, sampe dinner di sebuah rumah makan jepang...dari jajanan murahan, macam es pocong deket kosan gue dulu di sawo, sampe nongkrong layaknya para yuppies di starbucks margo....hhhh, makanya gue langsung memutuskan untuk ke zoe sore ini.dan untungnya, semipacar gue itu siap sedia untuk menemani.......para adang-PIers pasti tau lah siapa diaa,hohohohho...
gue jadi inget cita-cita gue dulu sama tisam si cantik3 untuk melakukan hal yang sama, yah walopun kita niatnya wisata malam margonda yaaa, karena ga kebayang aja kalo siang hari bolong mesti jalan-jalan di depok.booo, pikir2 lagi deeeeeh.hhmm, jadi kangen....kangen sama geng cantik *monik apa kabar??*, kangen sama GGN *nissa apa kabar?*, sama surils juga *runiiiiiiiiii........*, sama geng sisa (walopun gue ga tergabung sama geng ini, makanya gue kangen mereka semua), sama imel, sama ima, sama sahabat semester satuku yang sekarang udah jadi sahabat selamanya, sama my sister look alike, well ga juga sih, soalnya msih sering ketemu kalo liputan....hhhh........kangen kangen kangen!!!
dan pastinyaa, gue kangen masa-masa berbagi kamar sama mateship gue tersayang,hihihihi....
gue malah kangen udara pengap dan penuh asap rokok dikansas..well, anything as long with my friends there.
gue pengen deh, bisa jalan2 celana pendekkan lg, cuma bw dompet sama hp keluar kosan iseng-iseng nyari dvd, ato komik...ato kalo lagi cekak coba nyari komik bekas, ato kalo lagi lebih cekak lagi nongkrong aja di bubu seharian...huah!!hidup di depok sungguhlah menyenangkan.
kadang pengen nekat aja deh tinggal di depok lagi, tapi kebayang macetnya tiap pagi kalo mau kekantor, belum lagi capeknya pas diperjalanan pulang, jadi akhirnya gue urung niat deh, huhuhu...tapi mungkin nanti saat gue sudah lebih mapan gue akan kembali kesana..that city provides all my needs!!
ya sudahlah segini dulu, mesti siap2...kan mau ketemu sama myparttimelover..huhuhuu
eh ajak nand juga ga yaaa....
gue butuh sebuah tempat untuk membunuh waktu, cozy, ada makanan enak dan murah, dan akan lebih bagus lagi kalo buku2nya bisa dipinjem, since gue sepertinya akan memulai kembali masa lajang gue, n belum tau untuk berapa lama, karena kali ini gue belum menyiapkan pemeran penggantinya...jadi gue akan butuh banyak buku untuk menemani gue,heheheh...
so, untuk hari ini, gue udah bikin janji sama parttimefriendparttimelover gue untuk ketemuan dizoe,hohoho...sepertinya akan menyenangkan...catch up some stories maybe, i wonder how's his love life recently...
tadi gue membuka blog orang, entah siapa, dia punya geng, ber-4 (hahah,sounds familiar) dan mereka menamai diri mereka as 'kudabers' trus ditulisan itu si penulis nyeritain waktu jalan2 mereka keliling margonda seharian...nyobain semua jajanan yang disediain di depok kota tercinta ituu. mulai dari sarapan bubur, sampe dinner di sebuah rumah makan jepang...dari jajanan murahan, macam es pocong deket kosan gue dulu di sawo, sampe nongkrong layaknya para yuppies di starbucks margo....hhhh, makanya gue langsung memutuskan untuk ke zoe sore ini.dan untungnya, semipacar gue itu siap sedia untuk menemani.......para adang-PIers pasti tau lah siapa diaa,hohohohho...
gue jadi inget cita-cita gue dulu sama tisam si cantik3 untuk melakukan hal yang sama, yah walopun kita niatnya wisata malam margonda yaaa, karena ga kebayang aja kalo siang hari bolong mesti jalan-jalan di depok.booo, pikir2 lagi deeeeeh.hhmm, jadi kangen....kangen sama geng cantik *monik apa kabar??*, kangen sama GGN *nissa apa kabar?*, sama surils juga *runiiiiiiiiii........*, sama geng sisa (walopun gue ga tergabung sama geng ini, makanya gue kangen mereka semua), sama imel, sama ima, sama sahabat semester satuku yang sekarang udah jadi sahabat selamanya, sama my sister look alike, well ga juga sih, soalnya msih sering ketemu kalo liputan....hhhh........kangen kangen kangen!!!
dan pastinyaa, gue kangen masa-masa berbagi kamar sama mateship gue tersayang,hihihihi....
gue malah kangen udara pengap dan penuh asap rokok dikansas..well, anything as long with my friends there.
gue pengen deh, bisa jalan2 celana pendekkan lg, cuma bw dompet sama hp keluar kosan iseng-iseng nyari dvd, ato komik...ato kalo lagi cekak coba nyari komik bekas, ato kalo lagi lebih cekak lagi nongkrong aja di bubu seharian...huah!!hidup di depok sungguhlah menyenangkan.
kadang pengen nekat aja deh tinggal di depok lagi, tapi kebayang macetnya tiap pagi kalo mau kekantor, belum lagi capeknya pas diperjalanan pulang, jadi akhirnya gue urung niat deh, huhuhu...tapi mungkin nanti saat gue sudah lebih mapan gue akan kembali kesana..that city provides all my needs!!
ya sudahlah segini dulu, mesti siap2...kan mau ketemu sama myparttimelover..huhuhuu
eh ajak nand juga ga yaaa....
heuhuehue,senin lagiiiiiiiiiii.............
mari kita mulai minggu ini dengan mood yang ceria, lupakan semua masalah di belakang.
kemaren, akyu dan nand nonton pensi bareng, cih!i know....it sound soooo not cool, but hey, i got job to do.n actually it wasnt too bad, since i went there with my best fwen, even we take a picture n made it into cute pins,ngahah...
sebenernya mau bikinin juga buat surils, but kita kena dehidrasi dan memutuskan untuk ngadem di ratuplaza, dimana kita minum kopi, nand makan, trus ngenet n akhirnya, duit kita abis disana, jadinya ga jadi deh bikinin pin buat surils nya, wehehehehe, maafkaaaan!
yang paling menyenangkan adalah jalan sore dipelataran sudirman, disaat lampu2 kota sudah mulai menyala, n tentunya kami sebagai orang2 yang selalu ingin mengabadikan moment inipun mengambil foto, bisa dilihat dibawah:
heuhueheh, lucu kaaaan..sayang lampu2 jalannya kurang keliatan, karena kita harus pake blitz.
sebenernya gue agak2 merasa bersalah poto2 sama nand, karena batere kamera gue ternyata sekarat n abis itu pas gue harus ngambil poto2 acara itu baterenya bener2 abis,hahahahha
jadinya gue malah ga punya poto2 liputan yang layak,hahahahha.
tapi gapapa, karena gue dah minta dikirimin poto sama panitia acaranya jadi tulisan gue nanti tetep bisa dihiasi poto2 yang layak,hehehhe...
sayang sinro, andrei dan abe yang juga kami undang tidak dapat turut serta,huhuhu.
yah sekian dulu,nanti kita sambung lagiiii...........
mari kita mulai minggu ini dengan mood yang ceria, lupakan semua masalah di belakang.
kemaren, akyu dan nand nonton pensi bareng, cih!i know....it sound soooo not cool, but hey, i got job to do.n actually it wasnt too bad, since i went there with my best fwen, even we take a picture n made it into cute pins,ngahah...
sebenernya mau bikinin juga buat surils, but kita kena dehidrasi dan memutuskan untuk ngadem di ratuplaza, dimana kita minum kopi, nand makan, trus ngenet n akhirnya, duit kita abis disana, jadinya ga jadi deh bikinin pin buat surils nya, wehehehehe, maafkaaaan!
yang paling menyenangkan adalah jalan sore dipelataran sudirman, disaat lampu2 kota sudah mulai menyala, n tentunya kami sebagai orang2 yang selalu ingin mengabadikan moment inipun mengambil foto, bisa dilihat dibawah:
heuhueheh, lucu kaaaan..sayang lampu2 jalannya kurang keliatan, karena kita harus pake blitz.
sebenernya gue agak2 merasa bersalah poto2 sama nand, karena batere kamera gue ternyata sekarat n abis itu pas gue harus ngambil poto2 acara itu baterenya bener2 abis,hahahahha
jadinya gue malah ga punya poto2 liputan yang layak,hahahahha.
tapi gapapa, karena gue dah minta dikirimin poto sama panitia acaranya jadi tulisan gue nanti tetep bisa dihiasi poto2 yang layak,hehehhe...
sayang sinro, andrei dan abe yang juga kami undang tidak dapat turut serta,huhuhu.
yah sekian dulu,nanti kita sambung lagiiii...........
If you leave me now, youll take away the biggest part of me
No baby please dont go
If you leave me now, youll take away the very heart of me
No baby please dont go
No baby please dont go
If you leave me now, youll take away the very heart of me
No baby please dont go
time to write it down
time to write it down...
it's not something that usually can slip just like that from my mouth. actually, i really wish to tell all of them. back then, there was a time when i really wanted to call somebody for help, i need to share it, n hoping that someone could ease it...
it hurts, it shameful...as if u have to spread the news about ur own flaw. or like u put the big 'L' word in ur own forehead. if it only sad, it would be a lot easier...i have to admit that i was, am a pathetic person for not letting him go, or actually what i suppose to do is throw him out of my life, but i cant. i could say that i didnt do it because i just dont wanna give him to that girl, but maybe, its not because i dont want to, but more because i cant. i incapable of being alone. not in that ugly tiny lil room, where he usually came every each nite to accompany me. i cnt stand the image, me, alone, with nobody to wait, staring at that gloomy white walls, try not to look at the door, since nobody would show up.
as bad as what he had done to me, but he always there.tiap gue takut, tiap gue minta dia dateng, n make himself a good company...
pasti ada juga masanya gue ngerasa kalau gue bakal baik2 aja, ada ga ada dia, im way stronger than that, tapi gue ga mauuu, gue takut.what if when i finally get rid of him, gue menyesalinya...lalu apa yang harus saya lakukaaaan??
the strangest thing is, i could understand all of those stupid n heartless act they do. n somehow it hurts me more...since somehow, i also think it is beautiful...what they had, n probably still have. kalo lagi bingung, gue suka ga yakin, apa gue melakukan hal yang benar, apa dia emang bakal lebih heppy sama-sama gue.gimana kalo gue salah? gimana kalo kebahagian sejatinya dia ya sama cewe itu, dan gue cuma sesuatu untuk mempertegas hal itu? mungkin dulu mereka putus karena mereka terlalu menyayangi satu sama lain, n mungkin kalau sekarang mereka mulai lagi, mereka akan lebih bahagia, karena mereka udah lebih dewasa, dan mereka pernah kehilangan satu sama lain, jadi mereka bakal ngejaga kebersamaan mereka itu dengan lebih baik. gimana kalau sebenernya penjahat dicerita ini adalah gue, karena memaksakan memiliki sesuatu yang bukan punya gue?yang mungkin dari awal, emang ga pernah jadi punya gue, gue cuma dipenjemin aja, but i was too oblivious to see.
jadi kalo gitu, apa yang harus gue lakuin sekarang?
apa yang harus gue lakukan biar gue bisa dapet jawabannya?
is he mine to keep??
it's not something that usually can slip just like that from my mouth. actually, i really wish to tell all of them. back then, there was a time when i really wanted to call somebody for help, i need to share it, n hoping that someone could ease it...
it hurts, it shameful...as if u have to spread the news about ur own flaw. or like u put the big 'L' word in ur own forehead. if it only sad, it would be a lot easier...i have to admit that i was, am a pathetic person for not letting him go, or actually what i suppose to do is throw him out of my life, but i cant. i could say that i didnt do it because i just dont wanna give him to that girl, but maybe, its not because i dont want to, but more because i cant. i incapable of being alone. not in that ugly tiny lil room, where he usually came every each nite to accompany me. i cnt stand the image, me, alone, with nobody to wait, staring at that gloomy white walls, try not to look at the door, since nobody would show up.
as bad as what he had done to me, but he always there.tiap gue takut, tiap gue minta dia dateng, n make himself a good company...
pasti ada juga masanya gue ngerasa kalau gue bakal baik2 aja, ada ga ada dia, im way stronger than that, tapi gue ga mauuu, gue takut.what if when i finally get rid of him, gue menyesalinya...lalu apa yang harus saya lakukaaaan??
the strangest thing is, i could understand all of those stupid n heartless act they do. n somehow it hurts me more...since somehow, i also think it is beautiful...what they had, n probably still have. kalo lagi bingung, gue suka ga yakin, apa gue melakukan hal yang benar, apa dia emang bakal lebih heppy sama-sama gue.gimana kalo gue salah? gimana kalo kebahagian sejatinya dia ya sama cewe itu, dan gue cuma sesuatu untuk mempertegas hal itu? mungkin dulu mereka putus karena mereka terlalu menyayangi satu sama lain, n mungkin kalau sekarang mereka mulai lagi, mereka akan lebih bahagia, karena mereka udah lebih dewasa, dan mereka pernah kehilangan satu sama lain, jadi mereka bakal ngejaga kebersamaan mereka itu dengan lebih baik. gimana kalau sebenernya penjahat dicerita ini adalah gue, karena memaksakan memiliki sesuatu yang bukan punya gue?yang mungkin dari awal, emang ga pernah jadi punya gue, gue cuma dipenjemin aja, but i was too oblivious to see.
jadi kalo gitu, apa yang harus gue lakuin sekarang?
apa yang harus gue lakukan biar gue bisa dapet jawabannya?
is he mine to keep??
oh ternyata lagu ini juga...
but i just dont know how bad...
I'm Dying, Dying to wake up without you, without you in my head again
I'm Dying, Dying to forget about you, that you ever lived
There's a shade come over this heart that's coping with laying down to rest
I'm Dying to live without you again
I'm Dying, Dying to find a distraction, get you away from me
I'm Dying, Dying to reach a conclusion, so that the world can see
It's the same old story of love and glory that broke before it bent
I'm Dying to live without you again
The first time you left I said goodbye
Now there's not a prayer that can survive
Dying, Dying to die just to come back so we can meet again
Dying, Dying to say what I always should have said
It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again
It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...
I'm Dying and I can't live without you
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again
beberapa hari yang lalu,waktu gue baru aja got the news, gue menggumamkan lagu ini didepan dia,but i dont know dia denger apa ga...
gue ga tau kenapa gue memilih masih disini,toh gue pada kenyataannya akan baik2 aja,it surely be hurt,but i know i will be just fine.
gue cuma ngerasa,kalo i choose to let him go,itu ga adil.dia seenggak2nya bertanggung jawab untuk bikin gue bahagia lagi,nanti saat gue ah bener2 baik2 aja kita liat apa yang akan terjadi,huhuhu...
I'm Dying, Dying to wake up without you, without you in my head again
I'm Dying, Dying to forget about you, that you ever lived
There's a shade come over this heart that's coping with laying down to rest
I'm Dying to live without you again
I'm Dying, Dying to find a distraction, get you away from me
I'm Dying, Dying to reach a conclusion, so that the world can see
It's the same old story of love and glory that broke before it bent
I'm Dying to live without you again
The first time you left I said goodbye
Now there's not a prayer that can survive
Dying, Dying to die just to come back so we can meet again
Dying, Dying to say what I always should have said
It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again
It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...
I'm Dying and I can't live without you
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again
beberapa hari yang lalu,waktu gue baru aja got the news, gue menggumamkan lagu ini didepan dia,but i dont know dia denger apa ga...
gue ga tau kenapa gue memilih masih disini,toh gue pada kenyataannya akan baik2 aja,it surely be hurt,but i know i will be just fine.
gue cuma ngerasa,kalo i choose to let him go,itu ga adil.dia seenggak2nya bertanggung jawab untuk bikin gue bahagia lagi,nanti saat gue ah bener2 baik2 aja kita liat apa yang akan terjadi,huhuhu...
lately...
i heard this songs a few days ago..n i thought,geez this song is so me,hahahha...although i never heard him whispering somebody else's name, but still...
yah begitulah...actually,now i already get my other half back,but i dont know whether i can have it for granted or not..so, what i do is...im trying to take my half also,n try to find somebody else to keep it for me,hahahah...jadi, yah begitulah pokoknya...
buat orang2 yang tau..well,just keep it low.im trying to erase it from mymind, although maybe it's not the rite thing to do, but i dont care...im sorry....
yah begitulah...actually,now i already get my other half back,but i dont know whether i can have it for granted or not..so, what i do is...im trying to take my half also,n try to find somebody else to keep it for me,hahahah...jadi, yah begitulah pokoknya...
Lately, I have had the strangest feeling
With no vivid reason here to find
Yet the thought of losing yous been hanging
round my mind
Far more frequently youre wearing perfume
With you say no special place to go
But when I ask will you be coming back soon
You dont know, never know
Well, Im a man of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes wont let me hide
cause they always start to cry
cause this time could mean goodbye
Lately Ive been staring in the mirror
Very slowly picking me apart
Trying to tell myself I have no reason
With your heart
Just the other night while you were sleeping
I vaguely heard you whisper someones name
But when I ask you of the thoughts your keeping
You just say nothings changed
Well, Im a man of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes wont let me hide
cause they always start to cry
cause this time could mean goodbye, goodbye
Oh, Im a man of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes wont let me hide
cause they always start to cry
cause this time could mean goodbye
With no vivid reason here to find
Yet the thought of losing yous been hanging
round my mind
Far more frequently youre wearing perfume
With you say no special place to go
But when I ask will you be coming back soon
You dont know, never know
Well, Im a man of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes wont let me hide
cause they always start to cry
cause this time could mean goodbye
Lately Ive been staring in the mirror
Very slowly picking me apart
Trying to tell myself I have no reason
With your heart
Just the other night while you were sleeping
I vaguely heard you whisper someones name
But when I ask you of the thoughts your keeping
You just say nothings changed
Well, Im a man of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes wont let me hide
cause they always start to cry
cause this time could mean goodbye, goodbye
Oh, Im a man of many wishes
I hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes wont let me hide
cause they always start to cry
cause this time could mean goodbye
buat orang2 yang tau..well,just keep it low.im trying to erase it from mymind, although maybe it's not the rite thing to do, but i dont care...im sorry....
monday bloody monday...
why bloody?
karena badan gue rasanya mau mampus bo,lelah setelah menjadi bebysitter for 3days.i wonder ya,gimana beby sitter yang beneran ya,yang harus nyuapin,mandiin,makein baju,dll...masih mending yang gue urus abg,dah bisa apa2 sendiri...nah kalo bayi?or worse,balita, yang dah bisa jalan n lari2...apa jadinya badan gueee?
ato ga,kalo ntar gue ah punya anak nanti,yang harus selalu siaga 24/7,hiks hiks....membayangkannya adalah suatu prospek yang sangat melelahkaaan...
tp quite menyenangkan juga hari ini,karena my friends @fremantle back then come to visit.well,no actually they dont come to visit me,but more to accompany their 'anak asuh' buat pemotretan dikantor gue.nah kalo gue lagi berkutat dengan para gadis penghias sampul,mereka sedang berkutat dengan para idola inonesia,ohohohoho...all cheperone is in da hoz!
how's the heart?
it hasnt decide yet,whether to broken, or to weirdly cure n cover the scar.
sampai kapankan gue bisa terus memenangkan pemilihan?sejauh ini,udah dua kali pemilihan ini gue juarai...seandainya nanti2 ada pemilihan2 selanjutnya,apakah gue masih bersedia ikut,n kalo gue masih bersedia ikut,akankah gue bisa selalu keluar sebagai pemenang?
mendingan,sembari meyiapkan diri,just in case bakal ada pemilihan selanjutnya,bukankah akan lebih baik kalo gue membuat pemilihan gue sendiri?dimana gue yang akan jadi jurinya,hohohoh,itu akan sangat menyenangkan.tapi gue harus terlebih dahulu menyiapkan para kandidatnya...tapi nyari dimana yaaaa?yang bener2 eligible getooo.
yah,berarti untuk saat ini, kembali ke motto semula...
just enjoy it while u can,huhuhuhuh.
bye now!
karena badan gue rasanya mau mampus bo,lelah setelah menjadi bebysitter for 3days.i wonder ya,gimana beby sitter yang beneran ya,yang harus nyuapin,mandiin,makein baju,dll...masih mending yang gue urus abg,dah bisa apa2 sendiri...nah kalo bayi?or worse,balita, yang dah bisa jalan n lari2...apa jadinya badan gueee?
ato ga,kalo ntar gue ah punya anak nanti,yang harus selalu siaga 24/7,hiks hiks....membayangkannya adalah suatu prospek yang sangat melelahkaaan...
tp quite menyenangkan juga hari ini,karena my friends @fremantle back then come to visit.well,no actually they dont come to visit me,but more to accompany their 'anak asuh' buat pemotretan dikantor gue.nah kalo gue lagi berkutat dengan para gadis penghias sampul,mereka sedang berkutat dengan para idola inonesia,ohohohoho...all cheperone is in da hoz!
how's the heart?
it hasnt decide yet,whether to broken, or to weirdly cure n cover the scar.
sampai kapankan gue bisa terus memenangkan pemilihan?sejauh ini,udah dua kali pemilihan ini gue juarai...seandainya nanti2 ada pemilihan2 selanjutnya,apakah gue masih bersedia ikut,n kalo gue masih bersedia ikut,akankah gue bisa selalu keluar sebagai pemenang?
mendingan,sembari meyiapkan diri,just in case bakal ada pemilihan selanjutnya,bukankah akan lebih baik kalo gue membuat pemilihan gue sendiri?dimana gue yang akan jadi jurinya,hohohoh,itu akan sangat menyenangkan.tapi gue harus terlebih dahulu menyiapkan para kandidatnya...tapi nyari dimana yaaaa?yang bener2 eligible getooo.
yah,berarti untuk saat ini, kembali ke motto semula...
just enjoy it while u can,huhuhuhuh.
bye now!
