do it right *yeah,rite*

"will you be okay with it" she asked.

"not,not really..."

not really indeed,but what the hell.. it's not like i can not survive with something not really okay. i can't survive with much worse than that.i'm a survivor, definitely. it's my blessing, and also my curse. maybe everything will be different and much easier if i were a weaker person.

but then again,maybe not. it's a moot point anyway,or like someone said it was a historic statement.we will never know,since it won't happen.

Selalu Ada Sesuatu

"what am i to you? are we just two old friends reminiscing the old days and hanging out together. or is there something more?"

"selalu ada sesuatu..."

...

"they said what we have,well had, was something really special..."

"memang,kan. bahkan sampai sekarang."

"hahaha, sampe sekarang?"

"iya..."

"kenapa,ya?"

"don't know. yang pasti setiap gue habis ketemu lo pasti chemistry-nya keluar lagi"

"berarti kita nggak boleh ketemu-ketemu lagi..."

"terlambat... :)"