isn't weird, how sometimes u feel like u really know people, but then, u feel like they are aliens or something. Suddenly u see some parts of them that u never seen before, n it makes u scare. n u start to wonder, are they being true to u all of these times.

u start feeling low, when u see ur bestfriend have a very cool pages, pictures, works, pieces of arts, or excellent choices of music, n u know, u wont be able to make any of those. no matter how hard u try to keep up, u also realize, that u'll always be the one who left behind.

n its not because they are cruel, or didnt care, or try to be outstanding, it just they way it is with them, n the way it is not with u. u could always say, it's life, n life suppose to be sucks, or unfair. or u have ur blahs, n say, well..shit happens. try to deny it as hard as u could, but then start to see the pointless of it. u have to except, that u r nothing but ordinary, n nothing u could ever do to change it.

u r an ordinary girl,in a bizzare kind of world, with all the outstanding extraordinary people to live with.yeah, just cry and weep, but things won't change, not even for just a tiniest bit.