just another boring day

u know,people say becareful with what u wish for, u might get it...

backthen i really wish that someday i could work in where i work now,n now when i finally get a job here,all i wish is, i should've reject it.hhhh....

its so boring,n i got stuck by all the relationship that i have with the owner,it makes everything ackward n inconvinient..huhuhuh.n more complicated also.n the worse is....it make me couldnt help but thinking about the owner's son.make me miss him more...make all d memories become clearer once again.in one side,its good...i love all d memories abouthim,just like i love being with him...but it also hurt more.n the more i realize how great everything that has gone,how big i've lost...n how much he cared for me backthen...so much care like nobody else could ever do that.

it seems like my life is got stuck again n again,in same place,with some problem...i jst could never let it go....

how could people ever let go everything that was so perfect?
is it a bliss or a curse,that u've met ur soulmate,ur love truly,but u could have him no more?